sweet like Vinager

never really got the chance

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 02:56:49 GMT

i wish i could run to my father.
but i remember hes not mine now.
i wish i could hide my tears
but i know i cant stop them any more
i wish we could be safe
but God says different things
this is not what i wanted it to be
and these dreams fill my head
they're not what i wish to see.
a bed of tulips never looked so soft
but your hands will never feel me
no ones really left behind
because weve lost whats left to find
i wish that there was another way
but now its just hurt, desperation, pain.

the streets are paved with greene and gold.

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 20:06:01 GMT

so me sam britt and jacob went to this club place called greene st on saturday night. it was pretty cool. i got a t-shirt for free and im gonna wear it tomorrow. haha. we didnt have school today, so im happy about that. i feel kinda sick, but idk what thats all about. nothing to much to say. i finally cleaned my ceiling fan, my sister would be proud. i vacuumed. my mom would be proud. i wrote my sister a letter. i hope she likes it. thats about all ive done today. oh well, i felt accomplished. lol. i still have to do the dishes and wash like eighty zillion loads of laundry... and i have that dreaded summer reading to do. omg. gag me with a butter knife. i think im gonna go take a nap. ive got 17 hours left before summer reading is due. :-p

im only human... and thats my SAVING GRACE.

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 04:51:32 GMT

"Halo" Haley James Scott

I never promised you a ray of light
I never promised that there'd be sunshine everyday
I gave you everything I have
The good, the bad.

Why do you put me on a pedestal?
I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below
So help me down you've got it wrong
I don't belong there

One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here
You wouldnt say so
You wouldnt say so if you were me

And I
I just wanna love you
Oh oh I
I just wanna love you

I always say'd that I would make mistakes
I'm only human and that's my saving grace
I fall as hard as I may try
So dont be blinded
See me as I really am
I have flaws and sometime I even say it

So pull me from that pedestal
I dont belong there

One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here
You wouldn't say so
You wouldn't say so if you were me.

good song. i like it. i dont think those are all the words, i couldnt find them, so i just typed them from the song and the end is cut off of the version that i have. anyways. nothing much to say here. i think like maybe uuuh.... sunday i'll put some little thingys from my chem notebook that i have. the only good thing that came from that class were a few doodles. yay for me. my left hand nails are french trimmed the ones on my right are nice and round. idk why. now im just pretty much blabbering on. so i'll go. i guess. ps- im now in love with zac efron. but his last name makes me think of enron. oh well. yeah yeah, leave me alone.

my leg hurts a wee bit

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 21:30:50 GMT

gag. so we finished exams today. and al came home with me. shes so funny. but yeah. jacob wanted me to get a lj, so i did. so yay!! now he needs to help me make it pretty cause i dont know whats going on... haha. it smells like toilet water.... grrreat. :-D i hear bat country playing. now i must go converse with jacob on how this works...